Last few months since we broke up I have accepted the fact about it. Everytime I see or heard familiar stuff, I still miss the happy times we were together. Until recently I came to know of ur darkest secrets about how u cheated on me. For as long as 9 yrs ago. What makes me even more sick is the way u accused me of cheating on u when u were the only one fucking around happily in our relationship. Thank God for allowing me to see and learn about the truth. And I wish u happiness in ur marriage. Don't ever let me bump into u again because I want to throw up at the sight of u. Cheers.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Monday, July 22, 2013
8 Months And Counting
This month marks the 8th month of me moving on. I know 8 months may not be a long time compared to other people, but at least its a decent start. So I'll keep going, I will.
I was talking about it with a friend few days ago and he told me that I still have a long time ahead of me, and I shouldn't be letting negative stuff running in my head and draining myself mentally thinking "why did it happen," "what have i done," "what if,".. ect. I thought to myself that he was right. If I continue and allow these negative thoughts feed my soul, I'm going to lost myself, and become depressed. Like seriously depressed.
What Ive been doing in the past 8 months have helped me moved on, but it did not heal me emotionally. The healing process is just about to begin.
I'm beginning to do 10 mins of meditation by Jon Kabat-Zinn every morning, excercise at California Fitness during my lunch break, go home right after work so I have time for myself and my loved ones instead of letting my mind "stray" again. I know I can do this. I can, I want and I will!
Meanwhile, I will start thinking about a list of stuff I want to do or achieve next. Gonna be an exciting list! Wheeee! xxx
Special thanks to S.D .... I miss you!
I was talking about it with a friend few days ago and he told me that I still have a long time ahead of me, and I shouldn't be letting negative stuff running in my head and draining myself mentally thinking "why did it happen," "what have i done," "what if,".. ect. I thought to myself that he was right. If I continue and allow these negative thoughts feed my soul, I'm going to lost myself, and become depressed. Like seriously depressed.
What Ive been doing in the past 8 months have helped me moved on, but it did not heal me emotionally. The healing process is just about to begin.
I'm beginning to do 10 mins of meditation by Jon Kabat-Zinn every morning, excercise at California Fitness during my lunch break, go home right after work so I have time for myself and my loved ones instead of letting my mind "stray" again. I know I can do this. I can, I want and I will!
Meanwhile, I will start thinking about a list of stuff I want to do or achieve next. Gonna be an exciting list! Wheeee! xxx
Special thanks to S.D .... I miss you!
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